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Before I Turn 23
“In what ways do you think being shy might be a positive thing?” my therapist used to ask me sometimes. I hadn’t ever considered the...

Payton Breidinger
Aug 8, 2022
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The Year Wasn't Over Yet
This time last year, I dreaded the year ahead of me. For no reason other than it being one of enormous change - from graduating to...

Payton Breidinger
Jan 2, 2022
64


How 22 Really Feels
Something about my birthday makes me want to start writing again. I say this as if I’ve ever really stopped writing, but I've recently...

Payton Breidinger
Aug 11, 2021
136


So, I Didn’t Get The Job
Identity is an interesting thing. For a long time now, I’ve thought of myself as an overachiever. From an early age, my parents said that...

Payton Breidinger
May 24, 2021
135


My Family Dynamic is Unconventional (And Why I Wouldn’t Trade It For The World)
I don’t remember much about my parents’ divorce. All I know is that it happened in the early 2000s, and that my dad fed my older brother...

Payton Breidinger
May 9, 2021
133


I Guess This Is Growing Up
How is it possible that I’m still in denial about graduating in less than two weeks? I’ve spent the majority of my life thus far with...

Payton Breidinger
Apr 26, 2021
309


Since Last March: A Year in Review
(One year of blogging and becoming the writer I've always wanted to be) This time last year, I sat hunched at the desk in my childhood...

Payton Breidinger
Mar 9, 2021
124


Three Positive COVID Tests, Two Lock-Outs & One Missing Wallet
I promise I’m not as irresponsible as it may sound. To say that I’ve had an unlucky start to the semester is an understatement. I’ve...

Payton Breidinger
Feb 12, 2021
148


A Letter to Penn State
Dear Penn State, As a second-semester senior during my last “first week” of class, I find myself reflecting on the past years of...

Payton Breidinger
Jan 22, 2021
103


The Experience I Didn't Know I Needed
How the Worst Semester Taught Me the Most I can’t help but think back to my freshman year of college and remember how badly I wished to...

Payton Breidinger
Dec 16, 2020
155


Thanks To My Only Brother
In the midst of fall semester nearing its end, I’ve decided to come out of my writing hiatus. Don’t get me wrong - nearly all of my time...

Payton Breidinger
Nov 11, 2020
160


The First Saturday Without Football
I wake up, startled by the sound of my phone’s alarm that I luckily remembered to set the night before. It’s barely seven in the morning....

Payton Breidinger
Sep 5, 2020
204


About Turning 21
I used to think that I knew what happiness was. I thought it could be found in other people. Growing up as an extremely shy kid, I...

Payton Breidinger
Aug 10, 2020
301


What's Left Behind
I often think back to what my life was like when these photos were taken. All three are memories from the summer of 2019, where my family...

Payton Breidinger
May 9, 2020
127


The End of My Comfort Zone
I’ve always been a deeply habitual person. Maybe it’s the result of watching my dad eat Cheerios every morning for the past 20 years of...

Payton Breidinger
Apr 14, 2020
44


To My Senior Sister (On Her 18th Birthday)
Before COVID-19 disrupted nearly every aspect of everyday life, you were supposed to embrace your final year of high school. You were...

Payton Breidinger
Apr 3, 2020
132


An Introduction
I’ve thought about starting a blog for a long time. Below are some screenshots from my first attempt at blogging, circa 2010. For...

Payton Breidinger
Mar 30, 2020
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